Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Kesian ker aq ni???

Aq kesian ngan diri aq sndiri..x tau la knp...kakak aq kate aq dah b'ubah smenjak msok cni...
WHY????Aq sndiri cr perubahan yg d mksudkn....mayb aq selfish...
Yeah!!!aq mmg selfish....aq x fikir pn prasaan someone yg sekian lama dganku...
Aq mmg cruel...so??aq mmg ckp trus terang...knp aq nk hipokrit????juz be a truly person la...
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Aq ADMIRE tp aq x CINTA...
Bleh x ko fhm mksud aq???
after aq tulis blog pasal someone aq admire,mmg ramai tanya 'who's the mysterious guy yg aq admire tu..'??
rasenya x penting tuk korg sume tau....
then,ada someone ckp kt aq,'ko ni kesian btul la..'
knp????salah ker aq admire?
mmg kdang2 rasa cm sakit ati coz aq x luahkan prasaan aq..
tp aq ada cara aq sndiri..AKU BUKAN X BERANI..
coz aq dah tau JAWAPAN yg bakal aq terima...NEVER! OR mayb SY LUM BERSEDIA DGN APA2 KOMITMEN...
SO??apa yg aq leh wat??
pendam n pendam n pendam smpai aq lupakan bnda 2..
bleh x???
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4 years...mmg lama tp aq REDHA dgn apa yg b'laku....
'BIARLAH JODOH BUKAN DI DUNIA ASALKAN CINTA ILAHI MENGIRINGI..'
mmg aq SEDIH,FRUSTRATED...
Aq EGO Mungkin....
KESIAN KE AQ???
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I hope u enjoy ur life coz I ALSO WILL enjoy my life in here..

Thankz n ADIOS!!(^_^)

4 comments:

sempoi je said...

DON sad my dear..u have i and i have u haha

when u lonely jz come see me n story to me wat's ur prob!

i know u can handle tht's situation rite?....

yeah...4 conclusion jgan bg sgt ati ko kt seseorg kalo suke or cinte.jgn percaya sume kate meereka y bergelar LELAKI.
aku pnh anti laki kerana sikap mereka y agak kejam kt kaum kita.(">)

Nora @ Yatie said...

jgn sdih2...yang pegi tetap ade gantinye nanti..mungkin yang lbh baik dari tu..
bersabar k..

nur nina said...

having crush 0n sum0ne?
kte senasib agaknye..
sy pun xbrani nk gtaw.. huhu

norzila musman said...

sempoi> thankz 4 ur compliment..huhuh

yati> cedih gak la..x tau nk wat pe lg..

nur nina> yup..PENAKUT itu mmg sikap aq..
haha!